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ramblings of a teenage girl

Exams are starting.
Lots of studies to do.
But climbing must still be there.
Had prefects lunch today.
It was quite nice because of all the food they serve there.
Sherlina was working like a crazy cow.
Sweat alot i know. !

Oh ya .
I need to solute girls that can wear high heels and walk for long hours.
Seriously, it wasnt for suba i would have taken it off and walk bare footed.
History test is day after tomorrow i hope i dont fail.
Please god !

Oh ya. i have to introduce someone to you guys and gals.
Her name is Broey .
I met her like a month ago.
The greatest thing is our birthday is so near hers is at the 17 of June.


firstly apologies that so long i have not blog.
Well. probably lame but i dont have anything to blog about only thing to say is.
I LOVE ROCK CLIMBING HAHAHAHAHAA..xD

I am so glad i went rock climbing.
No actually i am so glad that i became a climber.
So today i met this lady from Canada.
So as usual i always greet everybody.
Yeapp. I greet almost everybody i see.
She works in this rock climbing gym in Canada.
And when you see her climb is really cool, her moves.
Eu jin you so totally miss knowing this lady .
So of course i was her tour guide for the day ahaha.xD only around sec 2 lols. anybody can do so .
Really had a great time with my new friend .
What a fun day .
I'm for sure gonna keep in touch with this new friend of mine.

Today had been great .
Most product was sold.
Good job my friends. =)

Shortness in breath.
Stress Fracture my leg.

I totally suffered in school today .
If you havent suffer from both of those 2 things thank god.
But all comes down to blaming myself .

I am just over stress with alot of things going in my head.
Its like spinning and spinning .
Which i guess causes the shortness in breath.

I went rock climbing over and over again.
Walk non stop jump like a monkey .
Causes stressed fractured.

No one to blame but myself.
Hugh SIGH.

Dear lord,
Please make my day better after today .
I do not want to potrait my fake smile anymore and sleep whole day long.

good night readers. =)

i am just too stressed out.
Oh god.
Pleaseee faster let time pass by.
Whenever at home i start thinking...
Sighh.
Faster i need someone to admire on.


pictures are still not deleted. sigh.sigh.
Pictures are still in my purse.

Too stress out.
Add maths if i can even get more than 10 i will laugh out loud.
Barely even touch the paper.
Only do 1 question. LOLS.
Who cares.
L C C wants to give me personal tuition on maths because i scored badly for maths .
Another problem to another.
Pls dont give me anymore problems.
It is already more than enough for now.

Not mentioning .
I failed my music test again.
Well.
I did not tell anybody .
Sigh. Knew it like on sunday.
Feel like crying right now.
Is like my 3rd time failing.

Shoot myself lar.
Seriously this time i'll just shoot myself.

Ended last year with you .
And going to end this year without you .

We had been together so long.
That my heart aches everytime i think about it .
Till now i have not delete or throw any pictures of ours.
As i did not dare even open my images in my phone.
I guess i need my friends to do it.

We started as a couple alot of similarities.
But months after months we have even more different intrest.
You and your comp and me and my rocks.
2 different world.
I realize.
I tried playing computer games but it is just not in my genes.
You tried rock climbing it is not your thing.

Everytime i taught of breaking up with you .
And now it is true.
Out of the sudden i felt like i lost someone.
Someone to lean on,
to depend on.
Every time i look at my phone.
No messages will appear.
Nobody to wake me up in the morning or wish me goodnight.
Feels lonely everytime i am at home.
Everytime i leave madmonkeyz or with my friends.
All the pain will just rush back into my heart.
But as promised to YL ,
I will not do it i guess only she knows what i meant.

Nevermind i guess life goes on.
Although you are the hardest to leave or forget .
I wish you get the happiness you want in your life.
thats all i can say.

So if i have been moody or angry bare with me . =)
wait till i get my smile back .

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