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ramblings of a teenage girl

So Fast i am missing my hair .... I want it permanent ..

I should wrote about Genting 1st ..
But ..
The photo's are not with me now ..

Prefect's dinner just ended..
What i miss now is my BLUE hair ..

We won best performance..
Thanks to Goh Ee Lyn and of course my partner Lim ..xD
Hahahaaaaa...

Now we got another performance to do ..
Monday in school..
Singing Bei Pan .. =]

sunset in Kuala Selangor
In Fraser's Hill

When out for the whole day long...

First i need to say
CHEW HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

soo.. me, lim, chew, and my brother when to feeling...
Ermm.. at first was just like normal lar ..
Ask singer to sing..
Then chew went down with my brother to buy some stuff..

When Chew came up..
Suddenly the singers was singing Happy Birthday Song..
And the "DUH" Chew was also singing Happy Birthday Song, clapping hands somemore..
Trying to find the cake's owner ..
Then the cake when to him..
HAHAHAA...
You guys should look as his ermmm weird expression ..
Till now still cannot forget ..

But the fun part havent begin yet ..
It all started from my Brother ..
This is what he wrote..
In the song request paper..

1) Mariah Carey - Touch My Body
2)Rihanna- Umbrella ..
3) i forgot but i was a song of Mariah Carey

Plz sing one of this songs .. This way i can make my sister sing on stage ..

Then the next thing i know Catherine was asking me to sing..
With everybody clapping ..
I took my braveness and when up ..
After singing the 1st song ..
I make Lim to go up ..wakakakaaa..
Then ..
Still i havent had enough fun ..
I request for both of us to sing..
Lagi Funny ..
Cause 1st part was too low ..
Sang out ..

But ..
I do not think that will upload that video..
If it is will also delete the 1st verse..



Bothering me ..
U thought PMR is over then i can do whatever i want ?
Well..
I guess that was just craps..
Yesterday you all dont let me go see Lam Fung..
Today, you are blabbering at me because i go online all the time ?
Father..
What am i suppose to do if i dont go online ..
I had already read my story book,practice the piano etc etc ...

And the most ..
You expect me to wake up sooo early in the morning ...
What for wake up sooo early in the morning when i have nothing to do ..

Now,,,
I am just waiting for the time to pass..
Afternoon my dad will be attending a lunch thingy in Sunway ..
Then i can use the com in peace

Net Ball..
Net Ball..
Net Ball..

Singing..
Singing..
Singing..

Shopping..
Shopping..
Shopping..

This three activities make me sooo exhausted..
I am soo tired today ..

Ta Ta ..
Need to go and sleep right now ..
Woosshhh..
To the bed !!

Lets say it this way ..
Today was tiring but fun ..
Me,Chew,YL..
When to Lim's house..

We were on a mission ..
To take picture's for the MV ..
We are competing tomorrow ..
Wish us luck guys and girls..

Went around the whole section 2 to take pictures..
Chew's mouth somehow today had ate wrong food i guess ..
Or maybe not even food but something weird ..
He none stop talking crap the whole journey of talking photo's..

Our Great Photographer.. xD
Well.. It is Yee Lyn of course ..
Cause if me and Lim is singing who would be the one taking pictures..xP
The photo's was great.. (but cant post it yet till the competition ends..)
She improve alot ..

Lastly ..
Me and Lim..
Our song is Bei Pan by Gary Chaw
Soo..
We need be like a patung there till we got the right one .. =]
Lim basically did all of the editing ..=]
Since he is the best among us .. xD

Well..
Support us ya !!

Signing off..
-Alyssa-

Today was fun
Lots of first time ..
First time going out with Denise to Pavillion for a day..
First time taking pictures with her ..
and most of all ..
FIRST TIME ASKING TO BE A MODEL ..


So the story begins ..
I woke up at 8 ++
I watch Last One Standing ..
I went to shower ..
Got ready ..
And went to my old school ..
Then went to Pavillion ..

We watch 2 movies ..
Eagle Eye
Max Payne ..
Both of the movie was great ..

We ate baskin robins together .
When shopping ..
But bought nothing ..
Except for a story book ..

We basically spend the greatest day together ..
Even thought it was just me and Denise ... =]

The meaning of Friends ..
Today i went to school, without my closest friends ..
And then only i realise how important are friends are ..
I went recess by myself with no friends ..
I went around school with nobody .
Just alone ..
Soo ..
Appreciate every moment you have with you closest friend.. =]

It's been awhile i did not write about my love life ..
This message only that guy would know ..
And only that person will know whom am i talking about ..
I took a risk , a really BIG risk ..
It took lots of my guts to ask him ..

On that moment i was thinking how am i gonna tell him ?
Cause if i tell him this would be the 2nd time i confessing ..
Soo..
I just when to the not really forward type of telling ..

But ..
I did not get any reply ..
Well..
If he did not reply means ..
I guess all of you all would know what is the answer ..

So..
I will try to forget about him ..
And move on with my life ..

Well..
Everybody loves music ..
Who does not ? =.=!!
Soo..
I went to school today ..
Ermm..
The whole day also very busy ..
Not even enough time to go TOILET ..
Help teacher with pendaftaran ..
Before i close shop ..
My dad appeared ..
Waliaoweii .. Shock me to death.
Heart Attack ..
Sooo..
After school ...
Me, Lim and Yee Lyn..
When to SSL noodle shop ..
Ate Loh Mee..
Then ..
It was raining ..
Walk up so that can get transport..
Feeling..
Ask for Kenangan Terindah ..
But did not get anything.. =[

Finally back from nowhere ..
Played the guitar ..
Waliao .
My guitar full of dust ..
Haizz..
Then Tought Lim to sing ..
Hahahahaa...

Today is the 1st day after PMR ..
And i am already the fifth disc of MOON RESONANCE...
Wakakaa...
I watch from Morning Till Morning .. hehehee...

Blackout day ..


3 days down 2 more days to go ..

Science was ermm..
Paper 1 was okay ..
Paper 2 was kinda hard at the back ..

English was overall okay ..

Maths ..
Paper 1 was harder than paper 2 .. (4 me lar )

Sejarah ..
Was a Killing paper ..

Tomorrow i am having Kemahiran Hidup ( Perdagangan dan Keusahawan ) =]

Wish me luck .. =]
Break A Leg to PMR candidates

1 day down ..
4 more days left ..
Tomorrow is Science and English ..
I do not know my feelings right now ..
I still can go out and play around ..
I think we should relax and not be so tense about it ..
Good Luck again to PMR candidates .. =]

In approximately 17 hours ..
I would be in my school..
Seating in the examination hall..
Waiting for my paper ..
BM is the subject for tomorrow ..
Here ..
I wish every form 3 friends ..
Good Luck .. !!
We are all on the same bot tomorrow ..

Today is Friday or another word it is Jumaat ..
2 more days to PMR ..
I am fear to go for it ..
What am i going to do ?
Study ?
I had already studied ..
But
Did i study enough to get more than 6A ?
My aim was actually 7 A ..
Now i am only expecting for more than 6A ?
HAizz...
What am i going to do ? =[


My brother can actually tell me that our house do not have hair styling stuff ...

Now ..
I am speechless..
Hmm..
Since when Alyssa would be silent ?

I do not know my feelings now .
It is like all in a time it hit me just like that ..
PMR , the one i love , family ..

I guess all all this categorize as STRESS !!
PMR is coming and i am not really studying as others do..
I am still going to feeling cafe spending a quater of my day there ..

The one i love..
I do not really know what my feelings are ..
I do not think that will be together ..
I am not sure what should i do ..

Family ..
They are giving me even more stress day by day . .
Reminding me that i must score well..
What if i dont ?
I am scared ..
What will happen on that day ..
Praying so that i can answer the papers..
Then get good result .. =]

PMR is coming ..
I am not even studying the way i am suppose to ..
6 more days ..
Am i ready for it ?
Or am i not ?
I am already scared to death..
But i only can study an hour at a time ..
What can i do ?
I prefer studying this way but it is like wasting lots of time..




It's been awhile since i played twister ..
If i am not mistaken the last time i played twister was form 1 ..
Well ..
It is a cousin day out or a family day out for me ..
Something i enjoy doing all the time..

So ..
After dinner ..
We played twister..
A great game ..

All thanks to my mother i need to go ..
I hate it ..
I hate to go mountain hiking ..
esp when is not with my friends ..
But old uncle and aunties ..

They are all soo slow ...
Hiking soo slow ..
Everything soo slow ..

Arghhh..
I got to wake up at 7 just to go to this idiotic trip ..
I slept at around 2 ..
What a day ..

Then ..
I went back ..
I only slept for 2 hours ..
Then my mother came and waked me up ..

Arghhh...
She ask me to study ..
Okay i said to her ..
So i went to study ..

After ..
I went to Pasar Malam ..
Came back ..
Mother ask me to study ..
Again i say okay ..

And now ..
She is botthering me again ..
Ishhh...
Must i study the whole day without sleeping only they will be happy ..
I hate this life of mine ..
When it is like that .

Whenever ..
Somebody force me to do something i will never do it ..
It will only make me do the opposite ..

Well..
At first my parents wanted to buy a camera ..
An old one ..
Cause they have the underwater casing ..

Then..
My mother wanted to buy a Canon EOS 1000..

And..
All thanks to my brother's idea ..
I got nothing ..

Instead..
My brother got his sound system thingy ..
Which causes sooo much noise ..

What the F**k..
Sometimes it is just sooo STUPID ..
My brother just get it ..
And left me with nothing..

Sometimes ...
His my nightmare...
He gets away with things..
And leave it to me to complete it ..

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