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ramblings of a teenage girl

Alyssa is sad and moody today . =(
Just dont know why.
I dont know what to do .
Confuse ?

I still have till tomorrow to make my decision.
What would my answer be ?
I am just so confuse.
Would i just give up everything ?
And just be like everyone else ?

What am i suppose to do ?
My heart tells me not.
But my brain tells me too.
Which one should i follow.
Which is the right decision.
3 days in hell or give up everything i had started ?

Boikot.
I am just afraid that last minute everyone back off.
If it were to left me and you ?
only both of us?
Totally doom
Teacher would blast us off. i guess even worse then our very own prefect.
I mean why are they just so arrogant.
Must force people do things that we do not wanna do ?
It is as bad as putting a knife at your throat forcing you but this one is just even bad , it just make you do so much thinking making my mood go swing swing.
PMS + this + that + sick = really really bad bad mood. =(
I feel like just leaving everything down.
But , what would my dad say ?
I dont mind spending the rest of my school life in white .
But , what would people, teachers think ?
Would i feel abnormal ?
Just out of the sudden .
I better make a decision
Which would be a wise choice.
Exam is coming and so much things in my head spinning.
Just too much.

I hate the way it is right now.
And i wanna fix everything up.
Just everything up .
any better idea ?

I feel like going skating right now.
Maybe friday ?

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i think they call it freedom of speech

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