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ramblings of a teenage girl

We fight the least in the whole family.
But you were always the fierce one when i did something wrong with results.
But in the same time your the one who is always there to cover up for me.
I remembered ,
I am so lucky to be the only girl in the family.
I am so lucky to be known as daddy's girl.
I am not afraid of denying it . =)
Cause i am.
And i will forever be.
And you are like the world best dad.

You would buy me the best although mom dislike that.
You would always provide me the best.
What i need or want.
Although you would say no at 1st.
But i know you dad.=)
You would wear whatever i buy for you .
I remembered.
When i was in primary school.
And i did not have alot of money ,
I bought a tie from care4 for you.
And you wore it to work,
Eventhought mom bought him a better one.
Now i am giving you a really young looking tie.
With poka dots.
And same old you.
You would wear it to work ,
Although how ugly it would look like on you.

I love you daddy.
I am gonna miss you not seeing you for 4 freaking days.
And your dumping me alone. =(

Anyways Happy Birthday DAD.
You're now getting older.
I promise when i get elder, i would provide you the best.

Happy birthday
MAY 31 !!

Thanks daddy so much.
He bought me an early birthday gift.
Its what i always wanted.
A PINK face watch . =)



further pictures in facebook.

Went to the leadership workshop today .
And it turn out great.
Food was great.
Enviroment was also great .
Picture's are all with lim.
The guy who took like everything .
Even the ceiling LOL.

A friend of mine ask
Have you ever cried at the back.
And i thought of it,
My answer is i bet everyone does, who cares if you are a guy or lady .
Everybody would. =)

And i am now so moody
as everybody would be enjoying their holidays.
And i will be in my house,
Around Wangsa Maju for the next 2 weeks.
Beatrice is now in the aeroplane,
Ivan in the bus,
Later even my whole family is going on a holiday
with the sandy beach and the blue sea
I'll be so lonely,
My house would be open for anybody who is also lonely like me right now.
Parents are not going to be around.
Thats the greatest part, but mean while also the worse part.

Why is my holiday turned out to be like a piece of shit.
Sigh Sigh.

Happy Birthday Lim. :)

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1).Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
hmm.. besides lips . i guess cheek .

2). How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
I felt bad. because my leg was hurting badly .

3). Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
Beatrice i think .

4). Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
Now ? Yes . Cause i cant do anything myself .

5). Will you ever donate blood ?
Yes. Only IF the nurse is very extremely gentle with me . (i am afraid of needles)

6). Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Of course. Instead i think i have more best friend with opposite sex.

7) Do you want someone to be dead?
Nope . Its a SIN

8. What does your last text message say ?
Good Night ..................... by (Ivan)

9. What are you thinking right now?
Whether should i go tit tar.

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Yeahh..

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
12.30

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Its F.O.C , its my mom's Standard Chartered Bank T Shirt .

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yea but it's no longer the her from rock climbing. It's SOMEONE else !!

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?
Ivan,Ms Lim ( the fierce add maths teacher)

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...



1. Chew
2. Beatrice
3. Ivan
4. Lim
5. Priya
6. Sherlina
7. Eu Jin
8. Yvonne
9. Boon Hoe
10. Alex


15.Who is no.2(Beatrice) having a relationship with ?
Wang Lee Hom.. xD

16. Is no.3(Ivan) a male or a female ?
Male

17. If no.7(Eu Jin) and no.1(Chew) get together , would it be a good?
Hmm. not bad idea. Gay parthners. i guess Eu Jin would be the female . xD


18. What is no.1(Chew) studying about ?
He has a prevert brain . what else ?

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
Friday .

20.Is no.4(Lim) single ?
I will let him to answer this question .


21. Say something about no.2 (Beatrice).
She is a MAD WOMEN whenever it comes to WANG LEE HOM. she gets cookoo, then brain blocked.

22. What do you think about no.3(Ivan) & no.6(Sherlina) being together ?
No WAY .

23. Describe no.9(Boon Hoe) .
A skateboarder . =) a cool one.

24. What will you do if no.6(Sherlina) n no.7(Eu Jin) fight ?
Eu Jin would have to look up to Sherlina. Sherlina is way taller.

25. Do you like 8(Yvonne) ?
Nope because she laughs at me leg

It's gone forever the cast .
HAHAHAHA.xD
I am so happy now.
Even thought my bone have not grown yet . But . who cares
Its off my leg now.

I am now with special shoes.
I can walk . =)
Thats the best part .
But still slow.
Still Its better than nothing . =)

I AM HAPPY

Pictures in my Facebook .

Its now 8 days.
I will be having my appoiment tomorrow.
Oh dear lord.
Please help me so that miracles happen tomorrow.
I want to take off my cast really bad.

8 days i havent been walking.
8 days i did not wash my right leg. yeaa. i know its stinky.
I only can wipe with cloth.
Till when my leg will be free ?

So. Exam in caunselling room is not that bad after all.
At least i get teachers who are so free nothing to do to chat with me.
The feeling of being lonely is just horrible .
BM paper was EXTREMELY HARD.
i was like gonna tear the paper down.

Well.
GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY WITH EXAMS.
We still have 2 weeks. =)

Why cant you just let me take of my CAST ?
PRETTY PLEASEEE.. ?
I meant even if i were to ask the doctor and he dont agree what can he do ?
I so wanna take it off right now. right here.
I already told my mom.
If till a few weeks i tak leh tahan i would cut it off myself.
Its either that way or you support me to take it off. and where a ankle guard,

I am suppose to have an appoiment like on THURSDAY.
I am so happy .
But my mom.
INSISTS on a FRIDAY.
who says it makes no difference.
IF i were to take it out on Thursday means...
I can go rock climbing.

If i take it off on FRIDAY .
I only can go rock climbing on MONDAY.
That means i need to wait 3 freaking days.
I am feeling so F**KING PISS AND FRUSTRATED WITH myself .

DAM..
Last post i was thinking not going rock climbing but too bad.
I thought of it .
I cant bear not going .

Pleasee Doctor.
LET ME TAKE OFF THIS FREAKING HEAVY THING.
AND GIVE ME A NORMAL LIFE BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So i went to Mad Monkeyz today .
I did not climb.
I was just sitting on the black sofa watching people climbing and thinking.
I tell myself that i would be able to climb again someday.
But another mind of me was telling.
My leg would not be the same as last time anymore.
My leg would not have the srenght anymore.
Plus it is my right leg.
What am i ever gonna do ?

As i spend lots of time finding what is the best solution for my leg.
Ended up with nothing completely ZERO.
that what fears me.
Waiting 6 weeks is not it.
I need to wait more then that.
I need to get my muscles back.
After 6 weeks my leg would actually just be out of the cast but still like a jelly fish.
Just you can see physically but inside its nothing.
I have no idea when would it heal.
HAISH .
or maybe ,
i should never be in that place.
But i really love that place.
Naaa..
I think its time for me to let go . and maybe go to a gym instead.
I dont know.
Will. just let time decide.
Leaving me no choice but time...
I guess for me not to go that place will be the hardest thing on EARTH .
But i got no choice.
Till i build my muscle.
God ,,
Please make time fly faster.
Waiting like this gonna put me into a dillema instead ...
You can just imagine a active person who cant even stay put on a chair for an hour to break her leg.
Its like the worst thing you ever will wish for .
Well.
I wanna go sleep .
Nightz.

I love rock climbing.
So this was how i fall and ended breaking my leg.
it was a horrible feeling.
the pain i have in me was just terrible, at the moment when i just fell.
When back home.
Of course not telling i fell from rock climbing instead from the stairs.haha.xD
Straight away into the emergency room. O.o!!
The scariest place on earth because that room is not only you.
But other emergency patient.
i am like the least emergency ones.
I can just hear crying sounds the whole room.

So when to the x ray room.
DOOM!!
They have to move my leg.
Which is the most horrible part as it was already painfull.
But still thank god lucky i got a good nurse to help me out.
was just very extremly gentle.
Then waited for the MR DOCTOR LIM.
First impression GREAT is a MR.
Second , OH NO IS A LIM. What if the Dr turn out like our very own gila LIM in school . O.o!!
But thank god he wasn't !
1st he said.
You are one lucky girl .
90 percent of people need to go for surgery for such a fracture.
i am the 10 percent who has an option.
So , fingers cross. i took the full cast.
but in 1 week time anything happen means.
OPERATION ROOM.
hope not.
it would definetly hurt.

Waited like 2 more hours, to go for another x ray.
just great , all the sudden when i wanted to go into my wad i am send in to the x ray room again!!
only at 3 i get to be in my lovely wad. room 567 isn't it a great number ?
haha.xD
was horrible place to sleep in. TRUST ME.
The doctors and nurses will just wake me up at 7.30 !!
Only got to slept for 4 hours+

Physiotherapy.
Well. its the best part among all activities.
at least i get a young chinese doctor.!
Funny and Ahemm to all the guys she is pretty and i guess she is only 20 something .hahaha.xD
So taught me how to use the tongkat.
Almost fall. O.o!!
After physiotherapy my left leg pulak sprain.
so now.
My both legs are injured.
Maybe too much of hopping in one day.

6 weeks later only i can open my cast till then i will be a handicap so dont bully me.!!
Or i'll use my tongkat to hit you guys.!! MUAHAHAHA.
Enjoy the pictures of my bitter sweet memories.









Before i start with what i wanna say .
Kuching was great,
I had a really great time with my cousin althought i had to miss Ye.
But nothing gets better when you meet your fav cousin.
And yeahh. Steven if you are reading this Yes you are my fav cousin.
The only cousin i can talk about anything and go gila gila with.
Remember doing exercise like everyday with him.
Doing crazy crazy stuffs.
Walking like 5km. Under the hot sun, rain.
It was great.
I cant promise much that i will come back again before november.
But i'll try my best.!

So,
As most of people know i am a addict to BIGGEST LOSER .
So after watching it. I actually count how much intake of calories i eat.
We asians need 1200 calories, or depending on your body.
And do you know that a packet of instant noodle maggie mee is 440 calories ?
Even Roti Canai is only 95 calories and nasi lemak 230 , magnum ice-cream 300++ .
So next time before taking a packet of maggie mee. Think TWICE.!! I MEANT TWICE.
You can actually eat so many other nicer food and healthier.

So being a addict.
I started doing exercise.
Me and yee lyn first wanted to go to the gym
Instead we when rock climbing.
Trust me is 1000 times harder than it looks.
we started from 4-7
Great workout. as the workers were friendly.
Althought my arm and my back is hurting right now.
But it is worth it.
Oh ya.
I step on a weighing machine.
After like 7 months i guess.
I did not put on weight thats the best part.
Cant wait till tomorrow when me and Yee Lyn's back will hurt like HELL.
Serious HELL.
So tomorrow pls pls dont make me carry anything . =)
Anybody wants to join us ?
We are climbing at section 2 a shop name Mad Monkeyz if i did not spell wrongly . haha.xD

Okay bye for now

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