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ramblings of a teenage girl

Ended last year with you .
And going to end this year without you .

We had been together so long.
That my heart aches everytime i think about it .
Till now i have not delete or throw any pictures of ours.
As i did not dare even open my images in my phone.
I guess i need my friends to do it.

We started as a couple alot of similarities.
But months after months we have even more different intrest.
You and your comp and me and my rocks.
2 different world.
I realize.
I tried playing computer games but it is just not in my genes.
You tried rock climbing it is not your thing.

Everytime i taught of breaking up with you .
And now it is true.
Out of the sudden i felt like i lost someone.
Someone to lean on,
to depend on.
Every time i look at my phone.
No messages will appear.
Nobody to wake me up in the morning or wish me goodnight.
Feels lonely everytime i am at home.
Everytime i leave madmonkeyz or with my friends.
All the pain will just rush back into my heart.
But as promised to YL ,
I will not do it i guess only she knows what i meant.

Nevermind i guess life goes on.
Although you are the hardest to leave or forget .
I wish you get the happiness you want in your life.
thats all i can say.

So if i have been moody or angry bare with me . =)
wait till i get my smile back .

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i think they call it freedom of speech

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a must